Saturday, January 27, 2007

The biggest HURDLE u ever known, URSELF !!

We as human beings like to blame people, circumstances for our misfortunes or the planned mis consequences of our life. I remember one famous book title "Control your destiny or someone else will". It really makes me wonder, is the biggest hurdle to my progress, myself? In more ways than one, I think it is. I am my own enemy. I play on my mind, that I am tired, I have to go home, I cannot work any later, I cannot learn this at this point of time, This is too tough for me ! I have imposed these never ending restrictions on my thinking and working. I have intentionally become paralyzed, first in the thoughts and in the movements. In spite of reading so many motivational books and comprehended the reasons of success of great men, I myself so far have been grossly inefficient and under-performing. The self imposed restrictions could be due to my incongruent way of working or something else. I do not know. What I do know I have to find a way out. What is the way out anyway ? If I did have a strong will power and determination, I would not be cursing myself and writing this pathetic blog, but I sense something is missing, at a very fundamental level, which has to be amended at the earliest.
No words of wisdom or promises of brighter tomorrow would work, unless I get my ass moving off the floor to get the things I want to .
I only pray god to give me strength and immense determination to overcome the obstacles I have self imposed.

1 comments:

Rohit Bhute said...

Join the party man! We all are there.